Goin' to the chapel...

...and my SISTER'S GETTIN MA-A-A-A-A-ARRIED! Wahooooooo! You guys, guess what?! My sister got engaged last weekend!! Can you believe it? I'm pretty sure that just yesterday she was the scrawny little brat who used to beat up on me (yeah yeah, I know...I'm older) and now she's getting married! I am over the moon excited. Her fiancé is the BEST. I love him. I am so excited that he will permanently be a part of my family. He totally caught all of us off guard and planned the cutest, sweetest surprise for her!

Homemade blended coffee

I'm really excited about today's post! You see, y'all, I love Starbucks. I mean, I really love Starbucks. I've probably spent thousands of dollars. On coffee. I get a soy, coffee frappuccino light every time. It's my jam. Low in calories and really refreshing in this hot South Carolina weather. But here's the deal, I spend a lot of money there. Because, you see, Starbucks also has food that I like. Namely my order is a veggie breakfast sandwich. A delectable combination of some kind of roll or biscuit, eggs, cheese, and veggies. Tasty! My total comes in around $8. And I work 5 days a week. That's $40 a week for coffee and breakfast! Yikes. 

So I haven't been going a lot since I bought my computer. 

It's sad. And altogether not pretty. I need coffee.

So I'll be bold, and I'll be strong.

I'm not going to lie, you guys. I've been struggling. A lot. I can't put my finger on it, but I've just had this intangible sadness and I can't figure out where it is coming from. Today for instance. Today was bad. I'll spare you the details, but today was bad in a way that all I could do was sit in front of Jimmy Johns on my lunch and call my mom and cry. And I promise you, it was not pretty. 

But then I got these texts:

"I WANT TO HOLD HIM FOREVER"

"HE IS SO FLUFFY ON TOP OF MY BODY"